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Crying

When I laugh, everyone sees, everyone notices, no one joins me.
When I cry, everyone sees, everyone notices, no one asks why.
When I'm hurt, everyone sees, everyone notices, no one cares.
They say they care about me and my tears hurt them, but I'm hurting too.
I just want a shoulder to cry on.

I Wonder...

I know I have people who love me and I know how much the world would miss me if I was gone, but how much would I miss the world?

What if...

Not really in a mood for a depressing one. How's this?


If I told you I love you,
would you love me back?
If I melted under your gaze,
Would you look me in the eye?
If I cried for you,
would you wipe my tears away?
If I wanted to hold your hand,
would you let me?
If I hadn't fallen for you,
would I still be here, wondering,
What if?

This one sort of sounds familiar. If you know where I might have gotten it from, can you tell me so I can remove this? Don't wanna plagiarize...:P

Here's my first post. Tell me what you think!

If only he knew
how much it hurts
to be ignored, maybe
he wouldn't do it.
But who am I kidding?
If only he cared.


Kinda depressing. I'm not that kind of person but that's because I write it all down. :P 

Hi!

Hi to the cyberworld out there! I'm new here so just bear with me while I get adjusted. I know this isn't good for me, but I often stay up half the night just doing whetever and getting distracted, and sometimes thinking about life... yes I'm weird. I just get my best ideas when I'm sleep-deprived at 2 in the morning. So this blog will probably be mainly poems... that will probably not be seen by anyone -_- but in case anyone sees them. The poems(and whatever else I post) will be original unless I say otherwise. If it sounds familiar, my bad. Sometimes I get inspiration from others without realizing it. :P